"I'm not good enough. I... I've never been good enough... for anyone. I'm not smart enough." She felt like crying but she refused to let a single tear fall. She felt like her shoulders had the weight of entire worlds on them. She was exhausted, frustrated, and completely over it all. She just wanted to find one thing she was good at. One thing she could be best at for once in her life. But that was never going to happen. "I'm tired of trying to catch up to where I should be."